PsychoticChoco
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title yeah
one more day darlings, tomorrow is THE ONLY DAY TO CLEAR THE CLEARANCE THEY GAVE TO US
wtf right that should be a week, or even several weeks
Still have thesis, might have requirements to fulfill
we're in debt in school, 17K to pay for the fucking tuition that I want to refund since I LEARNED NOTHING
sure i gained new friends, but fucking hell the tuition fee is not worth it
SPENDING TIME THERE IS NOT WORTH IT
NOT EVEN LOOKING AT IT
okay im lying at the last part, our school actually looks pretty good FROM THE OUTSIDE
go enroll and you just want to die
that opinion was very biased since, as people here don't really know is that I got "sad" since I came here
I don't want to use the term "depressed" lightly since I know people have it wore than me, and I'm not even clinically diagnosed
Yeah I guess you can only call yourself depressed if you diagnosed, any other time you call yourself that people will just ask you if you're diagnosed with it
Say no and they'll say SUCK IT UP
Say yes and they'll sympathize you
idfk with people man
Hopefully suffering ends soon
one more day darlings, tomorrow is THE ONLY DAY TO CLEAR THE CLEARANCE THEY GAVE TO US
wtf right that should be a week, or even several weeks
Still have thesis, might have requirements to fulfill
we're in debt in school, 17K to pay for the fucking tuition that I want to refund since I LEARNED NOTHING
sure i gained new friends, but fucking hell the tuition fee is not worth it
SPENDING TIME THERE IS NOT WORTH IT
NOT EVEN LOOKING AT IT
okay im lying at the last part, our school actually looks pretty good FROM THE OUTSIDE
go enroll and you just want to die
that opinion was very biased since, as people here don't really know is that I got "sad" since I came here
I don't want to use the term "depressed" lightly since I know people have it wore than me, and I'm not even clinically diagnosed
Yeah I guess you can only call yourself depressed if you diagnosed, any other time you call yourself that people will just ask you if you're diagnosed with it
Say no and they'll say SUCK IT UP
Say yes and they'll sympathize you
idfk with people man
Hopefully suffering ends soon
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school just sucks
2 min read
school sucks in general
i thought it was getting better but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
thesis defense was done yesterday (friday) passing of the revised papers on monday
today is saturday and we just had a tiring hip hop dance practice for our major performance task on p.e., to be performed on tuesday
we have examinations on both monday and tuesday
i am just physically, emotionally, and mentally tired today
my fucking groupmates are just fucking dickheads
NO I CANNOT SEARCH FOR 3 OTHER RELATED LITERATURE ABOUT FUCKING SOCIAL DEVELOPMENT
i am just tired
i said i wanted to change for the better emotionally but might as well have an emotional breakdown now and get it over with right
because of this fucking thesis and pieces of shit groupmates i had a fucking breakdown twice now
prolly no big deal since hEY im not clinically diagnosed with depression or anxiety sooooooooooooo i have no right to say that im DEPRESSED or ANXIOUS or anything riiiiiiiiiight
fucking hell this fucking thesis will be the LITERAL death of me
and yes i do know what LITERALLY means dont take me for those people who say literally when they really mean to say metaphorically or something
i thought it was getting better but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
thesis defense was done yesterday (friday) passing of the revised papers on monday
today is saturday and we just had a tiring hip hop dance practice for our major performance task on p.e., to be performed on tuesday
we have examinations on both monday and tuesday
i am just physically, emotionally, and mentally tired today
my fucking groupmates are just fucking dickheads
NO I CANNOT SEARCH FOR 3 OTHER RELATED LITERATURE ABOUT FUCKING SOCIAL DEVELOPMENT
i am just tired
i said i wanted to change for the better emotionally but might as well have an emotional breakdown now and get it over with right
because of this fucking thesis and pieces of shit groupmates i had a fucking breakdown twice now
prolly no big deal since hEY im not clinically diagnosed with depression or anxiety sooooooooooooo i have no right to say that im DEPRESSED or ANXIOUS or anything riiiiiiiiiight
fucking hell this fucking thesis will be the LITERAL death of me
and yes i do know what LITERALLY means dont take me for those people who say literally when they really mean to say metaphorically or something
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OC Interview
3 min read
- Choose one of your OCs to answer the questions provided.
- Your OC should NOT lie! Have him or her be honest here. ^^
- Journal title should be "OC Interview".
EYYYYYYYY this was interesting so WHY NOT
1. Hi! What's your real name and nickname?
Yo. I'm Seth Aurelius, my crew calls me Captain and sometimes Captain Shet which is just a misspelled variation of Shit. :\
2. Cool! What's your current age?
Fockin 21.
3. Kay, what's your favorite food ?
Pastries baked by my first mate, Miyoko, especially her Devil's Food Cake, IT'S FOCKIN HEAVENLY.
4. Favorite drink?
Chocolate, anything sweet really.
5. Confession time! Anybody you have your eye on ?
Eustass 'Captain' Kid. There, I said it. He's fockin hot bruv, and we're two types of crazy!
6. Say, uh... Have you two kissed ?
Nope, I think he despises me since I'm competing with his level of crazy.
7. Who's your favorite author ?
Creator of One Piece, GODA OF COURSE. Next comes my creator, Pat.
8. Biggest fears?
Helplesness, and unable to do anything when my crew needs me the most.
9. Any siblings?
In the real world yeah, just one, but I don't have any in this world.
10. Almost done! It's only 20 questions. Who's your real hero?
My first mate Miyoko, she's the reason why I'm still alive and stronger than I've been before.
11. Okay, who's your worst enemy?
The space between me and my darling Kid.
12. Huh, alright. Who's your best friend?
Fockin Miyoko!
13. Interesting... What would you do if you met your creator?
Thank him/her (that genderfluid bastard) for making me as badass as one person can be!
14. Now, what's your worst memory?
Seeing Miyoko's eye bleeding after she took a blow for me...
15. What's your worst nightmare?
Being unable to do anything while my whole crew dies around me.
16. What's your lifelong dream ?
GET THE FOCKIN ONE PIECE BRUV.
17. What would happen if your lifelong dream came true?
I get to be Pirate Queen, duh.
18. Okay, where's your favorite place to relax?
Anywhere, really. Especially hanging upside down from the branch of the mast.
19. Last question! What do you spend most of your time doing?
Being stupid with Miyoko, eating her baking, sleeping, killing people, you know the normal stuff.
20. We're done! Now tag whoever you want. DO IT.
Nah bruv. They've probably done it already but maybe just one...
- Your OC should NOT lie! Have him or her be honest here. ^^
- Journal title should be "OC Interview".
EYYYYYYYY this was interesting so WHY NOT
1. Hi! What's your real name and nickname?
Yo. I'm Seth Aurelius, my crew calls me Captain and sometimes Captain Shet which is just a misspelled variation of Shit. :\
2. Cool! What's your current age?
Fockin 21.
3. Kay, what's your favorite food ?
Pastries baked by my first mate, Miyoko, especially her Devil's Food Cake, IT'S FOCKIN HEAVENLY.
4. Favorite drink?
Chocolate, anything sweet really.
5. Confession time! Anybody you have your eye on ?
Eustass 'Captain' Kid. There, I said it. He's fockin hot bruv, and we're two types of crazy!
6. Say, uh... Have you two kissed ?
Nope, I think he despises me since I'm competing with his level of crazy.
7. Who's your favorite author ?
Creator of One Piece, GODA OF COURSE. Next comes my creator, Pat.
8. Biggest fears?
Helplesness, and unable to do anything when my crew needs me the most.
9. Any siblings?
In the real world yeah, just one, but I don't have any in this world.
10. Almost done! It's only 20 questions. Who's your real hero?
My first mate Miyoko, she's the reason why I'm still alive and stronger than I've been before.
11. Okay, who's your worst enemy?
The space between me and my darling Kid.
12. Huh, alright. Who's your best friend?
Fockin Miyoko!
13. Interesting... What would you do if you met your creator?
Thank him/her (that genderfluid bastard) for making me as badass as one person can be!
14. Now, what's your worst memory?
Seeing Miyoko's eye bleeding after she took a blow for me...
15. What's your worst nightmare?
Being unable to do anything while my whole crew dies around me.
16. What's your lifelong dream ?
GET THE FOCKIN ONE PIECE BRUV.
17. What would happen if your lifelong dream came true?
I get to be Pirate Queen, duh.
18. Okay, where's your favorite place to relax?
Anywhere, really. Especially hanging upside down from the branch of the mast.
19. Last question! What do you spend most of your time doing?
Being stupid with Miyoko, eating her baking, sleeping, killing people, you know the normal stuff.
20. We're done! Now tag whoever you want. DO IT.
Nah bruv. They've probably done it already but maybe just one...
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WORKING MY WAY BACK
1 min read
HEY
SORRY
LONG TIME NO SEE
oops caps haha
Okay! I'l starting this off with a big, BIG ,BIIIIIG FECKIN SORRY BECAUSE I'VE BEEN GONE FOR SO LONG AND ALSOOOOOO
THANK YOU VERY MUCH!
even though i've been dead for so long heyyyyy at least i'm going back
sorry really.
bit of a depressing time for me, school is oppressing me, i LEGIT want to drop out because of the stress school puts on me like wtf man im not a robot
ive plugged my headset in! playing my songs in my inspiration and motivation playlist! browsing my folder full of pictures that i can get ideas from!
ALSSOOOO
i want to discontinue scardead SINCE it's shitty. things went too fast. things went stupid. things were WAY OUT OF CONTROL so yeah
the other fics, i WILL continue just need more time and need to get the gears in my brain working sooooooooo
YES! I am working my way back!
(sorry ive beeng gone for so long ill try not to disappoint IM REALLY SORRYYYYYYYYYYYYYY)
SORRY
LONG TIME NO SEE
oops caps haha
Okay! I'l starting this off with a big, BIG ,BIIIIIG FECKIN SORRY BECAUSE I'VE BEEN GONE FOR SO LONG AND ALSOOOOOO
THANK YOU VERY MUCH!
even though i've been dead for so long heyyyyy at least i'm going back
sorry really.
bit of a depressing time for me, school is oppressing me, i LEGIT want to drop out because of the stress school puts on me like wtf man im not a robot
ive plugged my headset in! playing my songs in my inspiration and motivation playlist! browsing my folder full of pictures that i can get ideas from!
ALSSOOOO
i want to discontinue scardead SINCE it's shitty. things went too fast. things went stupid. things were WAY OUT OF CONTROL so yeah
the other fics, i WILL continue just need more time and need to get the gears in my brain working sooooooooo
YES! I am working my way back!
(sorry ive beeng gone for so long ill try not to disappoint IM REALLY SORRYYYYYYYYYYYYYY)
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Help and Hiatus
2 min read
So darlings, there are two people that I have been watching from a long time, even from my last account (deleted) and they are very special. I just found out that something's wrong and I cannot help, but spreading awareness can.
Read it, for the very least darling.
I also wish to take this time to tell you all that I will be inactive for a short while.
TRUST ME. I am coming back. Unlike my past hiatus that went on for at several months since school kept getting in the way. It's the same case, it's school again, but this time it's just FINALS week so I know you all know the feeling of drowning in projects you can never hope to finish in one sitting but you have to with the help of caffeine. Hahaha.
But on a more serious note, please do as I ask and read it and help if you can.
Also, I AM COMING BACK okay? Just too much on my hands right now.
Sorry.
Love ya'll <3
I hate to ask this, I really doSo for everyone who doesn't know me outside of Deviantart I am in collage and recently I keep getting sick, but not wanting to drop school I switched career paths, I went from culinary to Media and Animation, problem is now, Money.
https://www.gofundme.com/2tjuz3o
I understand if no one helps, hell I don't blame you at all. This is sorta a last ditch effort. If you can help then thank you, if not then could you spread this a bit? And if this isn't something you'd like to help then look through gofundme and help someone who needs it too. There are a few I've seen that if I had the money I would help them too.
Thank you.
Read it, for the very least darling.
I also wish to take this time to tell you all that I will be inactive for a short while.
TRUST ME. I am coming back. Unlike my past hiatus that went on for at several months since school kept getting in the way. It's the same case, it's school again, but this time it's just FINALS week so I know you all know the feeling of drowning in projects you can never hope to finish in one sitting but you have to with the help of caffeine. Hahaha.
But on a more serious note, please do as I ask and read it and help if you can.
Also, I AM COMING BACK okay? Just too much on my hands right now.
Sorry.
Love ya'll <3
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